Recently I've been stuck in a rut unsure of myself or what to do aside from trying to get a job and be more independent. I need a push, a spark, just something to get me up off my butt a reason to go out and do something more productive with my life and I think I found it. I once had a dream in which I was successful. I had a nice house, a lovely wife, two kids, a job, two nice cars. I was hosting a party with all my friends and family. It was lovely but what made it even better was that my grandma knocked on my door who is unfortunately no longer with me, well physically anyway she showed up looking like the angel she is with a blue aura aro